hard_metalcore

Sun, 23 Jul 2006 06:20:18 GMT

i promise.

Fri, 21 Jul 2006 01:08:16 GMT

Now that your back in my arms, im never going to let go...

Tuesday night at laurens was amazing.. six sence.. me and jess... well mostly jess beating up kev and alyssa for being on our couch.. HAHAHA... ummm just lying there being with you.. your right my heart does beat faster and it is because im just soo happy :D!!!!!!

Wendsday BAND PRACTICE!! Went through the set a couple times.. we did it perfect! This show on the 29th is going to be amazing!!!
and now we are playing with the cancer bats on the 26th of august!!! it is going to be crazy!!! and everyone should be at that one.. no excuses... !!!!!!!!

i saw jess today.. we hung out in the basement played a little need for speed.. ofcoarse i kicked her butt!.. i would have much rather it have been just her and me in the basement.. ugh.. brothers.. hahahaha.. you are the cutest ever when you smile! :D!

Mon, 17 Jul 2006 21:45:45 GMT

You Are My Boat!

And You Make Me Glad To Be Alive :D!

Sun, 16 Jul 2006 04:37:46 GMT

well.. i think that every thing is on the strait and narrow :D! Finally i feel right.. and like this is where im supposed to be.. right beside you =D!.. i had been holding the secret forever.. and now that it has come out.. everything is better .. :P!
The only problem i have left is the band .. and practicing.. will.. that ever happen.. i dont know but hey .. we will find out..
PS! ppl i have tickets for Destains Show on the 23rd!!!! That is this sunday contact me if you want tickets!!!! 10$ each ... if you buy them from me!!! 15$ if you go to the door!!! so grab from me.... sounds like im dealing drugs now .. ahhaha..
PSS!....i dont usually get second chances.. im going to make this one work!!!

Wed, 05 Jul 2006 03:53:34 GMT

Dude! like .. wtf?!?!?!?!
the past days have sucked.. gad! Lets see.. i've been confused .. that would be the big
and main point.... two girls.. one that i really really like and would love to have
a relationship with.. but it doesnt seem that she wants to have a relationship with me.. it is horrible.. FUCK!!!!!! and then there is someone that i still have feelings for, and yes i have regreted dumping her.. but then.. FUCK!!!!!... this whole thing is just so screwed up god and it is pissing me off!..
and currently i just dont want to see certan people.. because all they are is angry lately and all they do is bitch and complain FUCK!!!!
and now it is the summer and my parents dont seem to get that.. nor to they seem to understand that im going to be what .. 18 in a couple of months.. like wtf!!!
im not aloud out of the house after like.. 10 at night.. that is bullshit.. im almost 18.. im almost a bonified adult.. GOD!.. and now my mother says i cant drive the car.. because she says im lazy in school so im goign to be a lazy driver what how does that have to do with anything...
god.. summer is supposed to be funn all it has been is crap.. an no matter how hard i try to have fun and fight back.. it just gets worse..

last thing on your list

Mon, 03 Jul 2006 03:24:01 GMT

I felt sooo happy when i first met you!
Here is someone that has my energy, has my courage.
but i hit your defences.. Helped by a grand missile barrage
I tryed to get through but its just too god dame fucking hard

Cuz when im the last thing on your to do list
Does it really matter at all, if I try and run
but i trip and fall, would you turn around and help me up
or say.. he is just at the bottom of the list after all

But it does matter it matters to me
and yet your blind... way to blind to seee
that what you are doing is driving me crazy
driving me insane, throw me to the side and fly off in a plane

but when im the last one on your to do list
does it really matter at all.... if im lost and gone..
well it doesnt matter.... to you least...

A CRACKED DEFENCE... A RIPPED LIST
A LOST BOY... TORN TO PIECES

wow... really emo.. hahaha... what are you going to do..

i feel like shit...

Sat, 08 Apr 2006 04:59:34 GMT

you know what.. i guess i just .. i should come to expect it..
i just have bad timing.. i have horrible timing..
ive been haveing problems with jessica.. and things were gettting better.. but tonight
i wanted to do something with if not her then everyone..
anyways .. so i asked her and she sad she was lookin after her sister and couldnt come over
alright.. so i say what time are your parents leaving.. anyways i tryed and tryed she just
didnt want to come out..
so i go out with mike and met up with andrew, charolett, chris, shawn, rob, pat, kevin, justin, anyways
it turns out we are right infront of jess's house.. i mean right in front.. like 10 sec walk and i would be at her step..
she didnt come out..
not even to say hi.
the parents are stricked.. but just comming out to say hi..
.. im just .. arg..
things will get better.. right..

Sun, 26 Mar 2006 19:58:58 GMT

well..
today is really boaring.. last night i was out at my buddy steves for his birthday party..
i couldnt drink cuz i had to drive home .. which sucked.. :( o well....
i met some awsome ppl though .. like canal who loves as i lay dying just about as much as i do..and i met
cat who is really awsome and lives close by.. and rocked out with pat and many more.. anyways..
today however.. i have nuthing to do.. the gf has gone out.. the band isnt practicing today and i cant get
a hold of mike arg.. :(.. so yeah
my life sux..
i guess the only thing to do is play dod.. with no1 .. arg..
board out of my mind
bye

First day

Sun, 15 Jan 2006 18:18:35 GMT

Well .. today is my first lj..
what to say, i have work today :S and i just really dont want to go cuz sunday is always soo friggin boaring :(
and then i have to come home and do my design project and exams are comming up .. it is nuts!